Week 13 Recap: Healing

Last week was a pretty good week, with most of my days in the 90th percentile. I continued my twice-daily treadmill walks, along with daily sessions of Pilates and weight-bearing exercises. I also continued to wait on the University of Washington Medical Center for the records regarding my stapedectomy 21 years ago. We cannot go forward with the MRI without knowing what kind of prosthesis is in my right ear.

Why were we interested in an MRI? Probably because there were times when my neck was feeling congested and achy, as if my arteries or veins were backed up or something. I could often look in the mirror (particularly in the evenings) and see about three inches my left carotid artery bulging outward and throbbing. This was somewhat disconcerting to my husband, who finally called the internist on-call one night, who told him that I should be seen, but it isn’t really an emergency unless it interferes with my breathing…. which it wasn’t. Regardless, the swelling went down with sleep and rest, but I ended up back at the doctor’s the next evening.

My doctor ordered a CT scan and angiogram, as well as a carotid ultrasound. He mentioned that I had a strong carotid “up-stroke” which I took to be good news.

On Thursday morning I went to the hospital for the carotid ultrasound and the CT scan/angiogram. The ultrasound technician said he could see nothing out of the ordinary, and then I went on to do the CT scan with the dye injection—and my, what an interesting sensation that turned out to be. The feeling of hot dye coursing rapidly through my veins made me feel something like a potato being cooked in a microwave. It was a good thing I have lots of orifices to let the steam to escape.

The follow-up appointment with my doctor the next day was very interesting. Turns out I have at least three (probably congenital) defects:

• a gland in my left neck is shrunken or never grew (I think it was tonsular in nature)
• the left side of my chest is narrower than the right, which can sometimes cause problems with the left subclavian (which might explain the left subclavian pain I sometimes feel)
• and my right subclavian goes directly out of the aorta rather than the branch that comes out of the aorta (aberrant??).

I wondered out loud whether an infection in my left ear might explain the numbness under that ear, and the conversation went pretty much like this:

DOCTOR: “Wow, there’s a lot of wax in there… Want me to pull it out?”

ME: “I don’t know… Will it hurt?”

DOCTOR: “Probably…”

ME: “OK”

DOCTOR proceeds to remove a lot of earwax, which is indeed painful and I can feel myself pulling away from him. DOCTOR takes a look at ear canal again.

DOCTOR: “It does look really raw in there. That could be causing you some pain…. (pause)…. Wow, there’s still a lot of wax in there.”

I would have laughed but now my ear really hurt. “Are my tubes narrow?”

DOCTOR: “No.”

DOCTOR looks in my right hear (the one with the prosthesis) and says “Your right ear is fine. And by the way, your prosthesis is steel. Your records finally came in yesterday afternoon.”

I asked if that was MRI safe and he said (paraphrasing very much) “No, it’s not that it’s magnetic, but that it would cause it to vibrate, heating the metal up substantially, to the point where it could do considerable damage.”

So it’s no MRIs for me, ever. I should have a medical bracelet or something I suppose.  I ended up with a prescription for ear drops to soften the wax and fight any infection.

The visit with my doctor wasn’t all bad. He did tell me my arteries have no plaque or buildup or narrowing, so that is good news-- at least above my heart. But I do wonder about clots still. Thanks to the ear drops, I had to go around with about half my normal hearing capacity, and my hearing wasn’t very good to begin with.

I thought I had some other good news to report during the week, but it turned out to be bogus. I had thought I wasn’t bruising as severely as I had in the past with needle punctures, but by the end of the week it looked like I had been in an arm wrestle with an octopus and I was definitely at the disadvantage.

ODD THINGS DURING THE WEEK:

• Strange pain under mandible that hurt only when touched-- happened on a couple different days
• Was leaning forward to reach computer keyboard (leaning over my knee) and there were several thumps and pounding in my chest-- felt like at least a double palpitation, possibly a triple. Have found that leaning over my knee tends to do that for some reason, as if my chest is more sensitive to anything touching it. Maybe leaning on my knee blocks that subclavian artery for a second, or something.  It is a common position for me (leaning over my knee) so not sure why it happens now and not in the past.

Week 13's "physical therapy" totals added up to: 100 minutes Pilates; 75 minutes weight-bearing exercises; and walked 18.2 miles.  During the week, the treadmill walks gradually became easier with less pain and congestion, and almost no palpitations or movements within my chest that I could identify as such.

So this was a healing week.  I am hoping for many more in a row.

Week 12 Recap: What Recap?

Recap, recap, what is there to recap?  The new "Symptom of the Week"?

What can I say to spice things up a bit?  Basically, the congestion in my chest has shifted up to my neck. I was hoping to find some answers this week with the scheduled MRI, but it never happened. The most frequent “new symptom” was feeling like I had the mumps on the left side: numb below the ear and an achy jaw, every single day.

I did have some good news this past week: the heart palpitations have calmed down considerably; and the other good news (though not such good news for my kids) -- my kids all got sick, but I didn’t —which is the first time in a long time. This could be the result of one of two scenarios: (1) my immune system is finally kicking in, or (2) they all had the swine flu for which I was inoculated late last fall. I’m putting my money on the stronger immune system.

I found a little bit of a pattern in the heart palpitations recently. It seems as though when my oxygen supply either runs short or gets backed up by a kink in the neck (just my guess) I end up with a palpitation—such as when craning my neck to see something, or when talking for a long enough period of time that I need to take a breath.

During the week, I continued to wean myself off of clonazepam (again) by taking smaller and smaller doses. I found this helps avoid the inevitable headaches and sleepless night when I stop suddenly.

I also continued my physical therapy, comprised of two 30-minute treadmill walks, 20 minutes of Pilates, and 10 minutes of weight-bearing exercises, for six days a week, though I did miss one or two Pilates sessions. I kept my treadmill walks slow so as to determine whether I could do it without any heart palpitations, and the results were pretty good —I felt only one palpitation during a treadmill walk all week. The only thing I had to deal with was some upper chest constriction (as if my lungs refused to fully inflate) and some chronic neck congestion, almost entirely on the left side.

Last week's total physical therapy consisted of: 80 minutes of Pilates, 50 minutes of weight-bearing exercises, and walking 17.19 miles.

ODD EVENTS DURING THE WEEK:

• On one day, I ended up with a sudden bout of nausea and a weird feeling on the left side of my head. When I barely touched my head above my left ear, I felt pain sensations shoot out and upward.
• Another day I experienced some minor ringing in my left ear.
• Occasionally, my neck would throb in various areas, sometimes on the right side, but mostly on the left.
• My throat felt itchy and sore, and the right glands felt swollen.
• At least twice that week I awoke to a bloody taste in my mouth, and a lot of left-sided head and neck pain.
• One day I went to use my earbuds while on my treadmill but the left one kept shocking me for some reason, and created an earache in that ear.  Decided to opt out of using earbuds while on the treadmill.

On the day that I was scheduled for the head/neck MRI, the hospital ran a CT scan first to determine the nature of the prosthetic in my right ear (having had a stapedectomy almost 20 years ago). Turns out, there was some kind of metal in the prosthesis, and the MRI could not be done. Now what? We faxed the University of Washington Medical Center for my records so we could get a brand and model number of the prosthesis, but the MRI would have to be rescheduled. I left feeling very disappointed because I still had no answers.

That very same day, I had a consultation with a GI specialist, who seemed rather perturbed that my doctor did not confirm my celiac disease with a small intestine biopsy. She accused him of making a lot of generalizations without confirming the disease, but also admitted he could be correct in the diagnosis. As for herself, she refused to call it celiac until something shows up in a biopsy (of which she said celiac likely won't show up now, having been g-free for three months), or I have the gene for it (which they will apparently do at the same time). So bottom line, I go in for an esophagogastroduodenoscopy (EGD) on March 31.

The EGD will look at my esophagus, stomach, and duodenum (first part of the small intestine) with an endoscope, which can also be used to biopsy different areas if necessary.  According to SurgeryEncylopedia.com, it can be used:

"to diagnose early-stage cancer and can frequently help determine whether a growth is benign or malignant. The doctor can obtain biopsies of inflamed or suspicious tissue for examination in the laboratory by a pathologist or cytologist. Cell scrapings can also be taken by introducing a small brush through the endoscope; this technique is especially helpful in diagnosing cancer or an infection."

At the same time, this procedure can be used for:

• removal of polyps and other noncancerous (benign) tissue growths
• stretching narrowed areas (strictures) in the esophagus
• stopping bleeding from ulcers or blood vessels
• removing foreign objects that have been swallowed, such as coins, pins, buttons, small nails, and similar items

With the EGD, the GI-specialist can look for things like: 

• causes of abdominal pain
• achalasia, a defect in the muscular opening between the esophagus and the stomach
• Barrett's esophagus, a precancerous condition of the cells lining the esophagus
• Crohn's disease and inflammatory disease of the small intestine
• esophageal cancer
• gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD), a condition caused by excess stomach acid
• hiatal hernia
• irritable bowel syndrome
• rectal bleeding
• stomach cancer
• stomach ulcers
• swallowing problems

The only thing that worries me at this point is that I still have random heart palpitations and that we don't know what is going on in my head and neck.  An EGD is contraindicated in patients who are at risk for heart complications or stroke (NIH), and in my mind, as long as we still don't know why I get random heart palpitations or whether I actually  had a TIA or am at risk for a stroke (where was that MRI when I needed it?), there is some risk involved with the EGD.  It may be a low risk, but without answers, to me it is still a risk.  Better safe, than sorry, right?  But I guess we won't know until the actual procedure.

Till next time...

Week 11 Recap: More Questions, but No Answers

Although this past week was better than the one before, it was still full of questions as new symptoms seemed to pop out of nowhere.

For example:
Can GERD cause spasms or trembling of the esophagus? If so, I finally realized the connection this past week. While still in bed on Sunday morning, I noticed that when I shifted positions, my esophagus would start trembling and then eventually settle down. It always happened on the same side on which I was laying. I wondered if a little stomach acid wasn’t leaking into my esophagus with the changing of positions. Was the trembling a reaction to that acid? Could this cause any kind of damage to the nerves?

And most importantly:
Why was this still happening on a strict g-free and GERD diet? The reflux was bad enough that I couldn’t eat because my stomach always felt full, and I spent most of the week with a constant knot under my sternum. I wondered if my esophagus wasn’t inflamed because it was so difficult to eat and drink.

I started out the week with my usual “physical therapy” which consisted of two 30-minute treadmill walks, about 20 minutes of Pilates, and about 10 minutes of basic weight-bearing exercises— six days a week….

...well, that was the plan, anyway...

Monday’s exercise was fine— in fact, almost too easy! The previous week I had difficulty keeping my heart rate down, and now all of a sudden, I couldn’t keep my heart rate up! Even the Pilates and weight-bearing exercises seemed suddenly easy. This made me happy because I felt like I finally cleared another hurdle and was getting stronger!

...But it didn’t last…

Tuesday started out fine, but I began to feel double and triple palpitations as opposed to a single random one here and there. Though multiple palpitations had happened in the past, this was the first time it had ever happened more than once in the same day! Additionally, while I was taking one of my kids to the middle school for band, I felt a pain in my upper left chest that rapidly branched out and then dissipated. It was weird.

Weirder still:
By late afternoon, the jaw behind my left ear began aching. During my second treadmill walk my heart rate was not very high but still felt like I couldn’t get enough air. I experienced a lot of congestion in my neck—as though someone’s hands were around my neck. Why were these double and triple palpitations happening and why did it feel like I couldn’t get a good breath? Will more happen like this?

That same night, we had company come for a short visit that and at about 9 o’clock I started to speak and couldn’t without stammering and stuttering. I couldn’t get my lips and tongue to shape the words I wanted to say. I have no idea what could have caused it but it seemed to clear up a little later—probably in less than a minute. Had I not tried to speak I would never have noticed! Trying to ignore the thoughts racing in the back of my head, I ended up taking a ½ clonazepam to settle myself down and go to sleep.

Medicated or not, I barely slept, and that was the story for the next couple of days. I resorted to one treadmill walk and no other exercise during that time because the heart palpitations seemed to occur much more frequently than before. Also, my neck still felt tight during the walks, even though I had slowed them down considerably, and my chest would ache for the rest of the day. The lumps and bumps in my neck seemed to ache (not my throat, just my neck) and felt tender. I went around with two knots all day: one at the base of my throat, and one on the top of my stomach.

I finally had to admit that Tuesday night’s inability to speak sounded suspiciously like a “mini stroke” or TIA (transient ischemic attack). I knew that a TIA could possibly lead to a full-blown stroke and determined I needed to see my doctor. My doctor performed a neurological evaluation and noticed that I have a “bent” carotid artery—the same left carotid artery that had been numb and tender most of the week. He ordered a head/neck MRI for the following week and told me to take an enteric-coated full-strength aspirin (325 mg) every day for now. I knew this was to help thin the blood (avoiding more clots), so as long as it didn’t irritate my stomach (hence the enteric-coating), I was fine with that. And still, on the way home, I experienced another double or triple palpitation, even though I was actually feeling pretty good. Why?

By the weekend, the GERD was not so bad and the constant knot seemed to die down. I slowly reduced the clonazepam throughout the week and hope not to need it again…. but it is there to get me through any more anxious nights.

I have my own theory as to why I might have blood clots floating around, but since I am not a doctor, it is just a lay-person's wild idea.  Back when my heart wasn't doing so well (some kind of myocarditis or cardiomyopathy), my ejection fraction dropped to borderline low (55%).  When the heart does not pump out efficiently (systolic), some of that blood can kind of "back up" so to speak-- and cause some clotting.  With all my aerobic exercise since then, perhaps some of those clots have been breaking loose-- whereever they may be hidden.  But that is just my wild-eyed-theory and probably far from reality.

Just the same, I experienced too many mysterious events this week and as usual it can be very frustrating. My hope is that we will have answers this new week with the MRI and a GI consultation on the same day.

Stay tuned…

Week 10 Recap: Gluten Reactions?

People have warned me about reactions to gluten once you have been g-free for any length of time. I have been told that each accidental exposure seems to result in a different or worse reaction than before. If what I experienced last week was a result of an accidental exposure, I think I ran the gamut of every sick feeling I’ve ever had -- and all in less than five days.

The week started out great, well into the 90th-percentile for me. I continued my “physical therapy” with two 30-minute treadmill walks, upped my Pilates time to 30 minutes, and upped my weight-bearing exercises to 15 minutes. My plan was to do continue with a six-day exercise program.

I also decided that I didn’t want to continue using clonazepam to help me sleep anymore. I have never liked the idea of taking drugs that do anything to my brain, and I don't like the idea of having to be “weaned” off of medications, especially ones that might require additional medications to counter the side effects of weaning. Well, the idea was a good one but I ended up taking lorazepam instead (Ativan). It was a tiny dose and I figured it would be a good way to slow down. It worked— I slept through the entire night for the first time I can remember in a long time!

But by Tuesday I started having a lot of what I call “subclavian” pain (just because it is in the general area of the subclavian vein --below my shoulder). It was so pronounced I gave it a 5.5 on the pain scale: moderate pain. It was not the first time I have experienced pain or congestion in that same area, but it seemed pretty strong this time and the pain radiated from the left subclavian area toward my left armpit as well. It lasted off and on all day and I ended up taking lorazepam to help me sleep again.

By Wednesday, I wasn’t feeling very good. I was feeling flu-like and couldn’t seem to keep my heart rate down during my treadmill walks. At the same time I developed a migraine headache on the right side of my head that steadily worsened throughout the day. By bedtime I was feeling weak and shaky and my insides were “trembling” again. I was so uncomfortable I resorted to lorazepam again to help me sleep because it had worked so well the previous two nights. It didn’t occur to me that the lorazepam might contain gluten.

The next day I continued to have trouble keeping my heart rate down during my treadmill walk and ended up reducing the speed and held on to the rails when I felt too winded. I also continued to battle the right-sided migraine as well as left chest pain that radiated upward into that left shoulder/subclavian area. The only good news was that my headache went away when I did my treadmill walks and suspected it was due to the increase in oxygen in my body. I determined not to take any more medications to help me sleep, and took Advil to dull the headache, instead.

As you can imagine, I didn’t sleep that night, and had to put up with internal muscle trembling which seemed to start in my esophagus at bedtime and worked its way all the way through to my intestines by morning. At least the headache went away! That Friday was the day I noticed the involuntary gasps which have happened several times over the past week or two, sometimes during the day, mostly at night, and for no apparent reason. The kind of involuntary gasps you experience while crying. Sometimes just a single one, sometimes 2 or 3 in quick succession; sometimes in the day time, but mostly at night. Chalked it up to just another one of those things, but wondered if it wasn’t somehow connected to everything else I was experiencing that week!!

Throughout most of Friday I was feeling very weak. Once again, I had a hard time keeping my heart rate down during the treadmill walk, sometimes exceeding 95% of my heart rate by several beats. I didn’t feel hungry, but forced myself to eat and ended up with a bad case of reflux all afternoon in spite of the twice daily omeprazole (Prilosec). It felt like the reflux was pressing against my lungs and chest, making my chest feet very full.

To ease the reflux and the bloating I was feeling, I took Mylanta twice that evening, but it didn’t do much good. I hardly slept again that night, and I felt intestinal trembling all night long, clear into dawn again—it was like I had a motor running that I couldn’t turn off.  (If you ever want to know how this trembling feels, stand in the shower and let the spray beat down on your chest.  That is how it feels, but from the inside.)

I spent most of Saturday morning feeling “weird and weak” like I either had low blood-sugar or low blood-pressure. My stomach felt hungry, but my brain didn’t. I weighed myself for the first time in I-don’t-know-how-many months (my only weight came from doctors' offices) and was at 108 lbs. That is probably the lowest I have been in 5 years, since the DH (dermatitis herpetiformis) first showed up. Though 108 is actually a good weight for me (between 105 and 110 is generally when I feel my best-- I am a small person), I am not trying to lose weight. If I was trying to lose weight and felt good, I wouldn’t care, but I don’t feel good, so I’m not sure that it’s such a good thing.

It took another night before all these weird symptoms even began to subside. I decided to skip the sixth day with Pilates and weight training and even came close to giving up the treadmill for that day, but somehow I managed to get it done, and that made me happy. My exercise totals for the week: 18.85 miles on the treadmill, 130 minutes with Pilates and 60 minutes in weight-training.

Overall, it was a rough week and I don’t want a repeat of this week any time soon— in fact, never again would be nice.

I believe I was having a reaction to gluten, though I do not know the source for sure. I know that I am very strict with my diet, and so I suspect it may be the lorazepam which was prescribed for me during one ER visit to help me get over the “hurdles.” Regardless, I won’t be taking it again!

Genetic links to celiac disease identified: Commentary

Well, I thought we had already established that celiac disease was genetic, but just a couple of days ago it was announced that according to London scientists,  new genetic links to celiac disease have been discovered. An international team of researchers found close to “40 different inherited risk factors which predispose to the disease” (DNA India, boldface added).

We all know that genetics are pretty much entirely responsible for our physical makeup, but I find it interesting that there are so many risk factors that make celiac disease something for which we may be “predisposed.” Just the fact that there are so many millions of people around the world that have CD fascinates me, and it is relatively new disease, historically speaking… rumor even has it that it has something to do with the genetically modified super-gluten that has crept into almost all mainstream food products.

In her book "Harvest for Hope: A Guide to Mindful Eating", famed primatologist Jane Goodall said of genetically modified foods:  "We simply do not know the long-term effects of genetically altering foods" (2006, p. 46).  She also sadly pointed out that "The children of North America have now become the world's lab animals on whom to study the long-term effects of eating GM [genetically modified] products" (p. 62).  We are predisposing ourselves, I often think.

The British-led team of medical researchers identified “four aspects of immune system disturbances that lead to the development of celiac disease” (United Press International).

"We can now shed light on some of the precise immune disturbances leading to coeliac disease. These include how T cells in the body react to toxic wheat proteins, how the thymus gland eliminates these T cells during infancy, and the body's response to viral infections.

"We now understand that many of these genetic risk factors work by altering the amounts of these immune system genes that cells make.

"The data also suggests that coeliac disease is made up of hundreds of genetic risk factors, we can have a good guess at nearly half of the genetic risk at present" (Prof. David van Heel, professor of gastrointestinal genetics at Barts; DNA India; Nature Genetics journal, boldface added).

Toxic wheat proteins…. I’m all for the advancement of science and particularly in medicine, but when our food supply becomes toxic to our own bodies (at least as our body sees it), it is time to stop tampering with what goes into our bodies and start focusing on preventative medicines and treatment, that are both natural and non-toxic, regardless of what levels the FDA deem safe. 

It is good news that the scientific and medical communities are spending the time in research considering celiac disease is becoming so prevalent around the world. According to Reuters, these new findings may help “speed the search for better ways to diagnose and treat the gluten-intolerance disorder” (Reuters.com).

The bad news is that the “study also shows that there is substantial evidence to indicate a shared risk between the gene associated with coeliac disease and many other common chronic immune mediated diseases” including diseases such as type 1 diabetes and rheumatoid arthritis (DNA India, Reuters).

With my own research, I already know that CD is caused by an abnormal immune response to gluten, which can be found in wheat, rye, and barley products and can be hidden just about anywhere —from medicines and vitamins to lip balms and lipsticks. I know that the reaction causes damage to the lining of the small intestine, essentially flattening the villi, which are the tiny, hairlike projections that normally stand upright (mental image: a field of grass moving with the breeze). Each tiny little villi absorbs nutrients which then get absorbed into the blood stream. When the villi are flattened, the body can no longer properly absorb nutrients.... and you may never know it is happening until the damage has already been done.

You may be eating to your heart’s content, but as long as your body cannot receive nutrients on a cellular level, your body will be literally starving to death. This is why the disease affects so many organs and systems in the body—it affects your entire body. You may end up with weakened bones, anemia, chronic fatigue syndrome, weight loss or weight gain, or any one or combination of over 300 symptoms.

In simplest terms for me, gluten is the alien that created crop circles in my gut, substantially reducing my nutrient harvest. There is no cure for it and that the only treatment is a life-long diet free of gluten and avoiding all hidden sources of gluten.  So I have CD.  I live, and I move on.  Do I miss all those bread products and over-processed snacks and addiction to sugar?  Actually.... surpisingly, no.  I don't.  What's to miss?  Horrible stomach pain, a weakened heart, failing organs and a reduced standard of health (i.e., living)?

I think not.  Keep plugging away, researchers!

Week 9 Recap: Weird Things

Week 9 was actually a good week—I didn’t feel completely healed by any means, but definitely on my way. Every day felt somewhere in the 90% range for me. What could make it better? More sleep, more energy, and more stamina—I think they are all related, aren’t they?

Some Weird things I experienced this past week:

• Random hives inside my elbows and knees that seemed to disappear as quickly as they appeared, and often only on the left side (there is that left side again!!).  
• Feeling weak, fluttery, and “weird” come about 8:30 or 9 in the evenings. I suspect it may have something to do with low blood sugar because that is the longest time of day I go without eating (don’t eat after dinner anymore). I ended up taking clonazepam every night that week when I went to bed to help me get past these odd, fluttery sensations. 
• I usually feel fine in motion, but when I have to stand still for any length of time (whether in the check-out line at the store, or cooking at the stove), I begin to feel queasy, light-headed, and like I’d really like to sit down. Maybe it is a blood pressure thing? I don’t know.

And yet another really weird thing that happened this past week happened on Monday afternoon. I experienced some sudden, stabbing pain in left shoulder (subclavian) area which made me a little nauseous and sweaty for a few seconds. I checked my food/symptom journal and found it was the first time I have felt pain or congestion in that area in about two weeks. It had been so long, I had almost forgotten about it!! That oh-so-common left shoulder/subclavian pain and congestion had disappeared completely during the time I was off of ergocalciferol (Vitamin D) and all forms of Vitamin D, about 10 days. In fact, now that I think of it, that is the only time it disappeared.—but I’m not saying they’re related. Yet, why did it go away, and why did it return so suddenly (the day after I restarted the ergocalciferol)?

Could the left shoulder/subclavian pain have anything to do with ordinary Vitamin D? Even before the ergocalciferol prescription, I was still taking Vitamin D3, 1000 IUs/day and still feeling that congestion. Maybe for some odd reason my body does not react well to any Vitamin D.  Either way, it is turning more into pain than congestion, these days.

Once I restarted the ergocalciferol, I didn’t notice any other adverse affects from the 50,000 IUs of Vitamin D like I had previously, so besides the pain in the left subclavian area, I suppose that is good news. If it bothers me, my doctor has instructed to reduce the dose to once a week, rather than twice a week. Let’s hope the left shoulder/subclavian congestion and pain doesn’t have anything to do with it.  On the other hand, if there is a link then I should be able to avoid that pain by stopping the D vitamins-- just have to get some more sunshine, I guess. 

Maybe I should invest in a tanning bed.  :)

I didn’t experience so much back pain this week like I did with the previous week, but I did wake up with head and neck pain (always the left side!) on five different mornings which is something I’d really like to take care of, but don’t know how—it doesn’t seem to be related to my pillow because I have also experienced it during the middle of the day, far from my pillow.

I continued my “physical therapy” all throughout the week: two 30-minute treadmill walks a day, increasing in mileage by small degrees every day. The photo here shows the exact model treadmill that I own, and it has probably saved my life more than once! But this week I still experienced that left shoulder/subclavian pain and congestion through at least one of the treadmill walks every day…. Regardless, I walked 18.39 miles this last week on that treadmill.

The other two parts of my “physical therapy” include strengthening my core muscles 20 minutes a day with Pilates (using a resistance band and the “wheel” as pictured here-- that's not me with the band), in addition to using the Pilates Power Gym for 10 minutes a day for weight-bearing exercises to strengthen my arms and legs.

This is the exact model of the Pilates Power Gym I purchased about 18 months ago when I knew I was slacking on exercise and wanted to get back into shape again. We used to keep it in front of the TV so that all of us could use it while watching TV.  It ended up being used mostly as an ottoman or footrest, so now it has been relegated to my room where I use it six days a week.

So Week 9 not only included 18.39 miles on the treadmill, but also 120 minutes with Pilates, and 90 minutes on the Pilates Power Gym. I’m not feeling any exercise highs or anything like that because it is hard work-- it is not fun.  For me, it is simply therapy. My goal is to get strong enough so that I can feel “normal” again— so that I can increase my strength and and gain some energy in the process. I hope it works!