Week 10 Recap: Gluten Reactions?

People have warned me about reactions to gluten once you have been g-free for any length of time. I have been told that each accidental exposure seems to result in a different or worse reaction than before. If what I experienced last week was a result of an accidental exposure, I think I ran the gamut of every sick feeling I’ve ever had -- and all in less than five days.

The week started out great, well into the 90th-percentile for me. I continued my “physical therapy” with two 30-minute treadmill walks, upped my Pilates time to 30 minutes, and upped my weight-bearing exercises to 15 minutes. My plan was to do continue with a six-day exercise program.

I also decided that I didn’t want to continue using clonazepam to help me sleep anymore. I have never liked the idea of taking drugs that do anything to my brain, and I don't like the idea of having to be “weaned” off of medications, especially ones that might require additional medications to counter the side effects of weaning. Well, the idea was a good one but I ended up taking lorazepam instead (Ativan). It was a tiny dose and I figured it would be a good way to slow down. It worked— I slept through the entire night for the first time I can remember in a long time!

But by Tuesday I started having a lot of what I call “subclavian” pain (just because it is in the general area of the subclavian vein --below my shoulder). It was so pronounced I gave it a 5.5 on the pain scale: moderate pain. It was not the first time I have experienced pain or congestion in that same area, but it seemed pretty strong this time and the pain radiated from the left subclavian area toward my left armpit as well. It lasted off and on all day and I ended up taking lorazepam to help me sleep again.

By Wednesday, I wasn’t feeling very good. I was feeling flu-like and couldn’t seem to keep my heart rate down during my treadmill walks. At the same time I developed a migraine headache on the right side of my head that steadily worsened throughout the day. By bedtime I was feeling weak and shaky and my insides were “trembling” again. I was so uncomfortable I resorted to lorazepam again to help me sleep because it had worked so well the previous two nights. It didn’t occur to me that the lorazepam might contain gluten.

The next day I continued to have trouble keeping my heart rate down during my treadmill walk and ended up reducing the speed and held on to the rails when I felt too winded. I also continued to battle the right-sided migraine as well as left chest pain that radiated upward into that left shoulder/subclavian area. The only good news was that my headache went away when I did my treadmill walks and suspected it was due to the increase in oxygen in my body. I determined not to take any more medications to help me sleep, and took Advil to dull the headache, instead.

As you can imagine, I didn’t sleep that night, and had to put up with internal muscle trembling which seemed to start in my esophagus at bedtime and worked its way all the way through to my intestines by morning. At least the headache went away! That Friday was the day I noticed the involuntary gasps which have happened several times over the past week or two, sometimes during the day, mostly at night, and for no apparent reason. The kind of involuntary gasps you experience while crying. Sometimes just a single one, sometimes 2 or 3 in quick succession; sometimes in the day time, but mostly at night. Chalked it up to just another one of those things, but wondered if it wasn’t somehow connected to everything else I was experiencing that week!!

Throughout most of Friday I was feeling very weak. Once again, I had a hard time keeping my heart rate down during the treadmill walk, sometimes exceeding 95% of my heart rate by several beats. I didn’t feel hungry, but forced myself to eat and ended up with a bad case of reflux all afternoon in spite of the twice daily omeprazole (Prilosec). It felt like the reflux was pressing against my lungs and chest, making my chest feet very full.

To ease the reflux and the bloating I was feeling, I took Mylanta twice that evening, but it didn’t do much good. I hardly slept again that night, and I felt intestinal trembling all night long, clear into dawn again—it was like I had a motor running that I couldn’t turn off.  (If you ever want to know how this trembling feels, stand in the shower and let the spray beat down on your chest.  That is how it feels, but from the inside.)

I spent most of Saturday morning feeling “weird and weak” like I either had low blood-sugar or low blood-pressure. My stomach felt hungry, but my brain didn’t. I weighed myself for the first time in I-don’t-know-how-many months (my only weight came from doctors' offices) and was at 108 lbs. That is probably the lowest I have been in 5 years, since the DH (dermatitis herpetiformis) first showed up. Though 108 is actually a good weight for me (between 105 and 110 is generally when I feel my best-- I am a small person), I am not trying to lose weight. If I was trying to lose weight and felt good, I wouldn’t care, but I don’t feel good, so I’m not sure that it’s such a good thing.

It took another night before all these weird symptoms even began to subside. I decided to skip the sixth day with Pilates and weight training and even came close to giving up the treadmill for that day, but somehow I managed to get it done, and that made me happy. My exercise totals for the week: 18.85 miles on the treadmill, 130 minutes with Pilates and 60 minutes in weight-training.

Overall, it was a rough week and I don’t want a repeat of this week any time soon— in fact, never again would be nice.

I believe I was having a reaction to gluten, though I do not know the source for sure. I know that I am very strict with my diet, and so I suspect it may be the lorazepam which was prescribed for me during one ER visit to help me get over the “hurdles.” Regardless, I won’t be taking it again!

Week 9 Recap: Weird Things

Week 9 was actually a good week—I didn’t feel completely healed by any means, but definitely on my way. Every day felt somewhere in the 90% range for me. What could make it better? More sleep, more energy, and more stamina—I think they are all related, aren’t they?

Some Weird things I experienced this past week:

• Random hives inside my elbows and knees that seemed to disappear as quickly as they appeared, and often only on the left side (there is that left side again!!).  
• Feeling weak, fluttery, and “weird” come about 8:30 or 9 in the evenings. I suspect it may have something to do with low blood sugar because that is the longest time of day I go without eating (don’t eat after dinner anymore). I ended up taking clonazepam every night that week when I went to bed to help me get past these odd, fluttery sensations. 
• I usually feel fine in motion, but when I have to stand still for any length of time (whether in the check-out line at the store, or cooking at the stove), I begin to feel queasy, light-headed, and like I’d really like to sit down. Maybe it is a blood pressure thing? I don’t know.

And yet another really weird thing that happened this past week happened on Monday afternoon. I experienced some sudden, stabbing pain in left shoulder (subclavian) area which made me a little nauseous and sweaty for a few seconds. I checked my food/symptom journal and found it was the first time I have felt pain or congestion in that area in about two weeks. It had been so long, I had almost forgotten about it!! That oh-so-common left shoulder/subclavian pain and congestion had disappeared completely during the time I was off of ergocalciferol (Vitamin D) and all forms of Vitamin D, about 10 days. In fact, now that I think of it, that is the only time it disappeared.—but I’m not saying they’re related. Yet, why did it go away, and why did it return so suddenly (the day after I restarted the ergocalciferol)?

Could the left shoulder/subclavian pain have anything to do with ordinary Vitamin D? Even before the ergocalciferol prescription, I was still taking Vitamin D3, 1000 IUs/day and still feeling that congestion. Maybe for some odd reason my body does not react well to any Vitamin D.  Either way, it is turning more into pain than congestion, these days.

Once I restarted the ergocalciferol, I didn’t notice any other adverse affects from the 50,000 IUs of Vitamin D like I had previously, so besides the pain in the left subclavian area, I suppose that is good news. If it bothers me, my doctor has instructed to reduce the dose to once a week, rather than twice a week. Let’s hope the left shoulder/subclavian congestion and pain doesn’t have anything to do with it.  On the other hand, if there is a link then I should be able to avoid that pain by stopping the D vitamins-- just have to get some more sunshine, I guess. 

Maybe I should invest in a tanning bed.  :)

I didn’t experience so much back pain this week like I did with the previous week, but I did wake up with head and neck pain (always the left side!) on five different mornings which is something I’d really like to take care of, but don’t know how—it doesn’t seem to be related to my pillow because I have also experienced it during the middle of the day, far from my pillow.

I continued my “physical therapy” all throughout the week: two 30-minute treadmill walks a day, increasing in mileage by small degrees every day. The photo here shows the exact model treadmill that I own, and it has probably saved my life more than once! But this week I still experienced that left shoulder/subclavian pain and congestion through at least one of the treadmill walks every day…. Regardless, I walked 18.39 miles this last week on that treadmill.

The other two parts of my “physical therapy” include strengthening my core muscles 20 minutes a day with Pilates (using a resistance band and the “wheel” as pictured here-- that's not me with the band), in addition to using the Pilates Power Gym for 10 minutes a day for weight-bearing exercises to strengthen my arms and legs.

This is the exact model of the Pilates Power Gym I purchased about 18 months ago when I knew I was slacking on exercise and wanted to get back into shape again. We used to keep it in front of the TV so that all of us could use it while watching TV.  It ended up being used mostly as an ottoman or footrest, so now it has been relegated to my room where I use it six days a week.

So Week 9 not only included 18.39 miles on the treadmill, but also 120 minutes with Pilates, and 90 minutes on the Pilates Power Gym. I’m not feeling any exercise highs or anything like that because it is hard work-- it is not fun.  For me, it is simply therapy. My goal is to get strong enough so that I can feel “normal” again— so that I can increase my strength and and gain some energy in the process. I hope it works!